Retreat

Okay, so today I'm leaving for a church retreat today. I'm going to be gone for 3 days and honestly I'm TERRIFIED to go. I'm the only one in my grade going and I'll be so Alone. I hate that I'm ever alone I hate being the loner. My mom says it will be a good thing, but I'm not so sure. I can't believe I'm going through with this, I'm absolutely scared. Maybe it will be good cause I got that fortune cookie, but I don't know, I really don't. I'm so scared that I'm going to be miserable. Hopefully it's for the best...I really need some faith back.