Our Dissconnect

Okay, so the addicted facebooker I am I decided to go on and see all of my old friends whom I have befriended on facebook. Then I ran into one particular girl, one my once friends Celina. Celina was one of my best friends back in middle school. Her, Taylor, Shannen and I always used to hang out alot, we would call our selves "The Four Muskateers". She was funny, and amazingly a great friend. Sometimes a little off, but thats all right thats what made her...well her.
But that all changed when we got to the 8th grade. That year everything changed. All of a sudden within the first quarter of that year she would not hang out with us. Instead she started hanging out with people we didn't really associate ourselves with, because of their drama and stuff that made us think how stupid they were. Then, she started getting all boy crazy like they were and making all of her own drama. Soon we were in the stage where it would be just simple "hi's" in the hall ways or small conversations outside of the band room......Before we knew it we were no longer friends.
But really sealed the deal was a Wednesday afterschool. It was just me taylor, shannen and I walking to the coffee bean when all of a sudden we heard her behind us. We thought it was strange since she never did come with us anymore, but we were cordial about it anyways. Then she started talking to us, and it felt like maybe she was making an effort to be real friends again....But I was dead wrong. Once she saw Collette across the street she ran to her. UHHH it still makes me mad till this day.
I miss those FB conversations and fun times with her. Why did she have to change!?!?!
So your probably wondering why I'm telling you this. I was looking at a couple of pictures of her and her new "friends" on facebook, and it made me think...that could of and should of been me and taylor and shannen. Us again. She was the first friend who I really thought had hurt me. It's painful loosing a friend. I felt rejected, like I wasn't good enough. But she made me realize who a true friend really is...and I guess I thank her for that.