Okay I'm really sorry that I am being do bitchy and stuff in these blogs, it's just that I really am going through all of these stressful things and I hate it! I'm really am a happy person, easy to laugh and be a big dork but I don't know where that went. Gosh I really just want to escape but it seems like I never can, and I guess blogging is one of the only ways I can get it out there and well...out of me. Sometimes I'm just tired of everything around me that I wish I could just be someone else some one besides me...I miss my old friends and my old school and my old LIFE! when I actually had one that really meant something, had stuff to look forward to. I'm getting better at this I really think I am, I'm actually making progress with people in school and starting to really talk to people and some days I feel really good and other days I just feel terrible. I want consistency baack in my life. Not guessing if someone will have a real conversation or if someone is going to talk to me or if someone will notice me.
Sorry about that i'm being depressed again; but thats just me at the moment...
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