The Worst Day of my LIFE!!!!!

today was the worst day I've ever had to live through ever in my life!!! I hate that I was put on camera and that I looked horrible and it makes me look bad and that I'm not the one who coward behind a camera because she didn't have the balls to act in her own stupid useless video herself!!!! Gosh, I CRIED in class because of it in fron of everyone1 I was horrible that video was a mess and I wish it was never ever made. On top of that people now think I'm a stuck up bitch! When in actuallity I' just very shy and I'm not one to yell across the room HI!!! I'm not that girl, and yes I did say hi!! I just wish I can curl up in a ball and DIE and no one has to remember me like this ever ever again...I need my ipod right now I need to just calm myself down just breath and relax... just escape from the confines of every thing...